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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2006|10:08 pm]

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PLKWENTZ [May. 1st, 2006|05:47 pm]
Q:If you had a superpower... what would it be!?!

A:the power to turn my spit into cherry coke. then i would just hang out by myself all day.

god i love that boy.
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I LOVE THIS GIRL [Apr. 26th, 2006|09:43 pm]
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:20:34 PM): who is your favorite famous person
ETSdancer24 (9:21:56 PM): well first tell me yours
ETSdancer24 (9:22:03 PM): i need inspiration
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:22:01 PM): peter wentz
ETSdancer24 (9:22:05 PM): oh right
ETSdancer24 (9:22:06 PM): DUH
ETSdancer24 (9:31:02 PM): i like alexis bledel
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:31:11 PM): other then her
ETSdancer24 (9:31:25 PM): u can't just add rules!!!
ETSdancer24 (9:31:43 PM): goodnite
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:31:46 PM): WAIT
ETSdancer24 (9:31:49 PM): ugggg
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:31:45 PM): im trying to give you someone famous’s sn but i dont have hers.. pick someone from a band
ETSdancer24 (9:32:09 PM): can i leave now?
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:33:00 PM): WAITT
ETSdancer24 (9:33:06 PM): toriiiiiiiiiii
ETSdancer24 (9:33:08 PM): whattttttttt
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:33:11 PM): drukqsfilm
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:33:13 PM): thats sonnys
ETSdancer24 (9:33:17 PM): okay!
ETSdancer24 (9:32:54 PM): thats very nice
ETSdancer24 (9:32:56 PM): goodnite
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:33:18 PM): from sonny this is urgent
ETSdancer24 (9:33:19 PM): GREAT!
ETSdancer24 (9:33:23 PM): FANTASTIC!
SonnyThsIsUrgntM (9:33:26 PM): bye eliza!
ETSdancer24 (9:33:28 PM): GOOD NITE

i love that girl with my whole entire heart
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You Wont Ever Get To Far From Me (stole from fueledby_huey) [Apr. 26th, 2006|07:49 pm]
clicky. i just want to bring you down so badlyCollapse )
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2006|03:45 pm]
i lost davids hampster. please please God help me find him.
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Take One Step Back From Everything. [Apr. 18th, 2006|11:37 am]
hola. i really should of taken spanish. just got back from puerto ricooooooooooo... i'll write more about that later


^nick's video
^tims singing
^my kinda standing there.

go watch it its nice. then go watch nicks other movies

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Now I'm Drowning In My Fears. [Apr. 10th, 2006|04:00 pm]
Everybody tries to put some love on the line.

so yesterday nick and i got in a fight about wearing eachothers clothes.. because thats what we do. I guess i leave to much hair on his black hoodies. whatever. so im not allowed to wear them anymore. so i told him that i want all my shirts back and he can't borrow my belts anymore and we were like fine whatever in a mean grouchy way though. and then last night i went to say bye to him since im going to Puerto Rico and hes going back to school, and i was like byee!!!! and then while i was walking out he was like TORI YOUR WEARING MY BELTTT!!!!! and i was like hahahahaha and ran away. So today when i got back from school 3 of his black hoodies were on my bed and i was like aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..

i can not not not not not wait for ss+t. i love that place more then anywhere else on the whole planet.
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2006|07:49 pm]
every single time i pick up the phone the person on the other line says "Hey davey," or "Hi, Is this David" including my parents. do i really sound that much like a 10 year old boy?

in the mean time i'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4 in the afternoon.
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We Keep Ourselves A Mistery But We Provide The Clues [Apr. 8th, 2006|11:09 am]
She waits for a call from a fried
She waits for the last time
The clock never stops, never waits
It's getting late and so he forgot,
Maybe not
Maybe he's been seriously hurt..
But that be worse

i hate this day. i hate being confused, or not being able to make the simplest disisions ever. i really need something to look forward too.. have a good weekend :]

lifes too short and you're almost dead.
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2006|09:47 pm]
so casey [the receiving end of sirens] just sent my computer a virus..
next time i go to a TREOS show im kicking that boys ass.
just kidding. I love you Casey.

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
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my oh my. [Mar. 29th, 2006|07:23 pm]
I stole this from musicsecret because i agree with it 100%. I love this boy with my whole heart. I stopped listening to from first to last after my after concert high went away in january (i saw them in october haha) and i picked up the fftl AP the other day and feel in love with them all over again? why? no one other then this boy. sorry this is the longest title ever. but i love how this kids just himself. Hes got blonde hair and blue eyes! weird? hell yeah. hes in from first to last! but thats what makes them the best band ever..Collapse )

EDIT: okay. dont get my wrong. I LOVE from first to last. I don't just listen to them because of Bloom. There one of my favorite bands. ever. I just think hes an amazing person
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You want out.. [Mar. 28th, 2006|09:19 pm]
Has anyones ipod ever like not allowed you to play a song? like you click on it and then it just skips to the next song instead of letting you play that one? Did you fix it?? (other then jen.. but did you fix it too?) EHH THIS IS SO ANNOYING.
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You Don't Know That Your Dead.. You Just Deal With It. [Mar. 26th, 2006|09:45 pm]
i was just coping my notes from scrap paper to my notebook and i just glanced at my paper and it said "Dude.. B to get 6/7!" and i was like woahh mr. lipsky just said dude. Turns out it says divide.. but how much cooler would dude be??

So last week i missed my afs concert since i was sick.. and i talked to nick the next day and i was like how was the show?? and he was like don't worry you didn't miss much, they were good but they were better there last show (that i also missed FSDAKLF) and then today i was reading cristina's myspace (who was at the show with nick) and theres a comment from nick the day after the show: best show everrrr. i had such an amazing time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes it sure was, chiodos played wicked well too which was awesome, and then ARMOR was crazy good!! grrr...

so this weekend what kinda boring.. but david and i are mad cool..
Pics and a funny story.Collapse )
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2006|09:05 pm]
new england has never been this cold.

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I Have 58 Fall Out Boy Songs On My Ipod. [Mar. 20th, 2006|07:39 pm]
Cause Darling What Did You Expect?

This is my last goodbye.
Get up and go.
I want to know what its like.
Aint going to wait around and die
Its not enough to survive.
If your loosing your mind.

I need a new screenname.

LeftRightWrong M

thats what i made.
i dont know if ill use it yet

Why do i put Ms at the end of my sns?
i honestly don't know
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What Happened To The Sky? You Made It Seem So High.. [Mar. 20th, 2006|06:08 pm]
i'm working out how to change the way i need you in my dayCollapse )
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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2006|08:56 am]
so yesterday could of been the best day of my life ( currently its february 7th, ask me about it later ) BUTT i was sleeping and coughing up gross snot in stead of moshing. ahhhhh yeah right id get c r u s h e d. but anyways yes, i missed the armor for sleep concert.. therfore making yesterday one of the worst days. am i being over dramatic? FUCK NO LEAVE ME ALONE.

so i was singing along to the show from the comfort of my own home. I have larigitus by the way.. and it sucks because i don't even get to put the ticket stub on my bulleten board at my dads houseeeeee. :[

but nick and cristina got me a tshirt but i didnt find it in my room this morning so if they forgot i swear i will kill that boy.

you can't stop the earth from spinning under your toes
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i know it feels like were never coming back [Mar. 16th, 2006|01:05 pm]
I know i'm young but if i had to choose him or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun

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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2006|02:16 pm]
he says he loves me but he comes and goes as he pleases

yesterday was championships
i love swimming.

if that aint love then i dont know what love is

so i had to wake up at 5:30
it was worth it:]
haha i like didnt do anything
but i love those kinda days
cause i just kinda layed around
and talked to everyone
and then on the side swam a few races

we could be on the phone for 3 hours and not say one word

after me and the bluegroup clique. (haha jk guys.)
went out for a "brunch din din" as alicia would say..
cause shes weird..
and they wouldn't let me pretend it was my birthday
losers. i love youuuuuu
and we made fun of ourselves like the whole time
i love doing that.. memories
for example.. (you wont understand this..)

omg guys that was so sudden.
by the way.. sudden and random arnt synonym's
i love how we just figured that out yesterday..

sixteen candles premires today.... yeaa

watched it.
hahaha its a 7 minute video for a 3 minute song.
but my favorite 6 people like..ever.. are in it.
so its all good.

can you believe that shit? i had to pack my bags and move.
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We're Sleeping Through All Our Memories [Mar. 7th, 2006|10:06 pm]
okayyy.. there are these two super cool people. and there like my best friends ever. actualy there are three.

but first.

ETSdancer24: sweeeet
SonnyThsIsUrgntM: sweeet
SonnyThsIsUrgntM: OWE ME A COKE

okay. the next day this is what i find on my desk:

awww i love that girl so much. if you cant read the note (Tori, we were out of coke! Hope you like rootbeer! p.s. the cookies are for you, too)

okay so the next to people..
this is tim:

and this is nick:

NICK is also known as "NOOD"
when we were younger we called him "nicky noodle" because we were weird. THEN we called him "nicky nood" NOWW we call him "NOOD!" so. if i say nood.. im talking about nick.

OKAY this is going somewhere i promise.

okay so tim is amazing, and decided to be weird and write a song for nick. you should recognize it. so listen to it. ONCE.

and again "youre noodiful" is nick.



if when you click it it says something weird try again in 24 hours.. but really listen to it its so funny. even if you dont no them at all.
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this feelings got to go. [Mar. 6th, 2006|08:40 pm]
i have the best friends in the world. im not kidding, they bet yours by 10 points.

im so nervous
and i dont know fucking why
but this feelings got to go.

i chime in, "havn't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?"

last night.. nick goes to the movies at 11:00. Today I'm like Hey how was the movies?? and hes like what? i didnt go to the movies.. OO THE MOVIES. and im like yeaaa... and hes like okay nvm this way would be a lot easier

TORI: how was the movies?
NICK: the movies?
TORI: Yeah didnt you go to the movies?
NICK: actualy..
TORI: ((thinks)) oh god..
NICK: we decided to go to wallmart instead
TORI((thinks)) fephhh..
NICK:..in new hamshire
NICK:..John wanted to get a carpet...


okkkkayyy so im going to give you all a quiz.

tell my what song these 5 lyrics are from and ill give you a hug. maybe.

1. Don't quit 'til 47 then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster.
2. With my eyes open wide i hope you will say everything is okay, we can be happy too if you look out for me the way i looked out for you
3. And here we go again, with all the things the said and not a minute spent to think that wed regret, so we just take it back
4. She knows my name, and i've forgotten what to say, she knows my name
5. when everybodys working id rather be a jerk and lay around afterrrnooonnnn this day is just to perfect why should i get up when ive got nothing to do?
this ones hard.. bonus points.
dadada dadadadada dadada dadada dadada doo doo doo doo doo doo dadada dadadada dadadada dadada doo doo doo doo doo ((HINT- FUCT))
come on guys you should no this.

ahhh fbr power. except 2. and 5.

alright im out. TIME TO WATCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. yes..beautiful people.. and EAT OATMEALLL

"to those whos feelings that have been hurt, i apologize.
to those who want the truth, you understand.
to those that look to me as a villain, you're not too far off.
to those that look to me as a hero, you couldnt be more wrong.
to the life that tries daily to whittle me down, im calling you on your shit.
to those that have ever believed in one word ive ever written, i owe you.
i owe me.
i owe us all a fight. "
-heychris. you may hate or love him right now.. but either way.. mad writing skils.
you may not think its all that great.. maybe you do.. but i think thats amazing. and the rest of his stufffffff

okay now im seriously leaving.

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I've Got Headaches And Bad Luck [Mar. 4th, 2006|11:40 am]
the poets are just kids who didn't make it.

today nick rolled down all the windows in his car. and we drove around sudbury. blasting that really annoying but super catchy everytime we touch song.. we got some weird looks. but it was reallly fun.


it will make you happy.

ilovemyfriendsthankyousomuchforeverythingyoudontknowhowfuckinghappyyoumakeme.. evenifwehavnttalkedinyearsyouaretruleythebest.
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And When It All Goes To Hell [Mar. 1st, 2006|12:53 pm]
Sometimes the inspiration never comes.
When all you want is someone to realize your depression.
When all you want is someone to say that they care.
The sun can be shining but you don't see it.
And the love can be there but you don't feel it.
Sometimes the inspiration never comes
and the ransom for your joy is just too much.
And to show your face means they might judge.
They always judge.
When all you want is the will to get out of bed.
When all you want is some understanding.
Sometimes the inspiration, it never comes.

in the last 30 years teen age suicide has increased by 300% and is the second major cause of death in canada

crazy huh?
i'd believe it.

p.s. this is deticated to heychris and plkw.. just cause i can't stop thinking about them
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It Sure As Hell Aint Noraml But We Deal We Deal [Feb. 27th, 2006|03:17 pm]
here are my nyc pictures

NNNYYCCC!Collapse )

have some composure
where is your posture
oh no no
you're pulling the trigger all wrong.
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Fade To Black [Feb. 26th, 2006|12:47 pm]
Used to dream until I stopped writing fiction
All right well that’s not true
Maybe it ended when I ended competition
Because I’d always lose
My therapist could never classify conditions
Alright whats wrong already
My pharmacist had better fill up my prescriptions
Here just take two of these and call me in the morning
Oh oh oh won’t you carry me home
It’s the last time in life that I’ll ever try

so i just got back from nyc.. very very fun
amazing place.. i can't wait til i live there

okay so this probably isn't what you are used to listening to
but i love this song, and the bands great
so you should definitly listen to this
if you have already heard of them then DONT LISTEN TO IT. (the hush sound)
cause it only allows like 5 people to listen so IF YOU KNOW THEM DONT CLICK IT
and only listen to it once.

please. thanks.


and if you like it a lottt... then get it from itunes! The Hush Sound- Carry Me Home

and i havn't been here for a while so read all the entrys you missed :]:]
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Take Me Away, I'm Gunna Hurt Somebody [Feb. 22nd, 2006|10:05 pm]
OMGGG so guess what.. apparintly (sp.. i cant spell for my life) patricks in new york cityyyyy... damn how could is that (eliza and i are in new york too..) SO WE MAY MAYBEEEE see him? shut up.. i can dream bitch.

((yes..patrick as in fall out boy))

so that would totally make my life complete just being like HEY ITS PATTTTYY!! wow never call him patty. okay w/e read todays entry.
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Nothing Here For Me [Feb. 22nd, 2006|07:38 pm]
so eliza and tori here
actualy eliza's sleeping but shes here in spirit..

right now im wearing the weirdest thing.. you guys would laugh at me. but im so cozy i love it!

so last night i slept about 3 hours.. eliza and i watched corpse bride in the basement and i fell in love with victor all over again.. and then we went to beddd.. and since neither of us know how to sleep we fell asleep at like 3 and then davids stupid alarm went off at 5 sinces hes phyco.. and then we couldnt fall asleep until 6, and had to leave at 7:45. but were here


our day:
took a 4 hour train
listened to ipod the whole time
got to nyc
went food shopping and looked like major tourists.. hehe
walked across brooklyn bridge..
fell on random people on the subway
slept / aka tori listened to ipod and got really tired while eliza just kinda layed there..
and now its like 7:30 and im typing this for you


alright we miss you.. and have some cool pictures for you all..

OOO I RAN OVER ELIZAS FOOT WITH A BIKE!! she got really mad but it was so worth it

heyy someone want to do me a favor and see when the plain white t's are coming to boston for me please.. id be so excited if you were just like HEY TORI PWT ARE COMING TO BOSTON: ________________

by the way i am so living here when im older..

ill give you reasons later
actualy ill just tell you know

1. ive seen like 2 people with out ipods in there ears..
2. I LOVE WHEN GUYS WEAR SCARVES!! and again.. ive seen like 2 guys not wearing scarves
3. i just love nyc.. i love not being able to fall asleep to the noise and always having someone on the streets

nothings here for me but you
waste all your time with me
i know im a mess right now
but don't give up

okay out.
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If Only You Were Lonley [Feb. 21st, 2006|08:24 pm]
[Current Music |underoath is god]

Eliza and Tori here.

your lungs are dead and theyve both stoped breathing
my heart is dead its way past beating

well look whose dying now
slit wrists from sleeping with the girl next door.

Reaching out a hand, coming from a broken man
Well he tried to live, but he's done trying
Not dead,

but definitely dying.

so were off to nyc in the morning.. very fun fun
no plans, just time :]

not enough time though :)

tori loves paramore.
theyre playing tonight in boston..
but no worries there coming back in april yo!

i love eliza.

Eliza loves jack johnson
he's not playing in boston
but no worries! he's around here somewhere!

i love tori.

I'm getting a new clandestine hoodie since i couldn't get the other one

pretty aye?

its all in your goodbyes.


Eliza: What does clandestine mean?
Tori: like secret or hidden
Eliza: In what language??

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Find A Safe Place Brace Yourself Bite Your Lip [Feb. 21st, 2006|12:42 pm]
so i decided not to get the hoodie :[
but it is awfully pretty.

Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating

well look whose dying now
slitt wrists sleeping

heroine comes out in one month.
YEAHHH.. the cd not the drug weirdo.

so eliza and i are going to NYC tomorrow morning

dont shake i hate to see you trembe
trembling you've lost your touch

paramores playing in boston tonight

i might go with nick but if i do that means elizas going to be chilling at my house by herself.. you should come visit her.. shes cool i promise. and i dont do that a lot

i dont think anyone even reads this.. but its so fun to write.. and i think i may delete my myspace

so this is my ideal NYC visit:
sit on fire escape
dangle feet
talk to eliza
watch people pass by
go for runs
listen to music

and thats about it

i dont think ill be writing in this for a while since i wont be here for a while.. but i miss you. not you. but YOU. it depends whose reading it i guess.

talk to you later.
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Clandestine. [Feb. 20th, 2006|12:01 pm]
so heres the deal..

1st, read yesterdays entry..(aka listen to the song)

okay so i just woke up.. and im making a new journal
you probably have no clue what im talking about
unless you saw my beautiful journal :]:]

so the MARAUDER hoodie is on ebay. i want it more then anything ive ever wanted
(marauder hoodie= sold out not making anymore ever ever forever clandestine shit)


but heres the catch. its about a million dollars.

just kidding.

but its mad expencive. like no joke. im not like ahhh its like $$! its like WOAH. cause its forever gone


so my brother wont let me get it
my mom wont either
and my dads on a different continent.
i cant spell for my life

im going to get it!!! OMG I SO AM!





tell me its not worth it and i wont talk to you.
its so worth it.

nyc with eliza.

isnt dirty mad cool?

THOSE ARNT MY FEET. THERE DIRTY'S! i just said that.

i miss you
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You Don't Have To Read This.. Atleast Listen To The Song. [Feb. 19th, 2006|08:58 pm]
serisouly, listen to the song.. maybe not the whole thing, but at least until fall out boy comes in.

i can't get the link to work, so you might have to actualy click the link.. :]:] its worth it please just click it its like THE BEST EVER SONG YEA.

my day:

watched cry wold with fam.. ahh good movie and by fam nick david and dad
played sims, its addicting times 10.
dad left for new zeland for 3 weeks.
went to moms after 100 hours of sims.
had oatmeal.
david wanted oatmeal.
im so sick of him coping everything i do.
im very selfish.
took oatmeal and locked myselt in bathroom.
for about an hour. no joke.
david cried.
nick got mad.
told them i through it out the window onto the deck.
while they went to look i put it back in the kitchen.
then i was all "ahahah it was here the whole time! *wink*
watched olympics/that 70s show/unfabulous (switched during comercials.)
new clandestine hoodie in.. but only in XL.
damn it.
so how'd you like the song?

show me a starry-eyed kid
I will break his jaw
I won't let him get his hopes up
And I will save him from himself
Here's a picture with a note
"No, don't turn out like me"
It's only for your own good

dont you think its strange that i've been reading
and i still dont know how to kill you

NYC with eliza.
the best.
it hasn't happened yet..
but who doesnt love sitting on the fire escape
and watching random people?

..im not kidding.
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Hold Your Head High Heavy Heart [Feb. 13th, 2006|11:37 pm]
lies are lies in everybodys eyes and i dont believe you.

georgia trip:

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Wilted Flowers That I Gave, Not As Nice As Your Bouqet [Feb. 7th, 2006|02:25 pm]
ever notice how the person next to you always beats you by 10 points?
its starting to get annoying..

I don't think I've ever been this tired before..

dont be so scared
we will not leave
go on how youve been
going for weeks
when im gone
you'll be going


Someone, somewhere said some things that may have sparked some sympathy, but don't believe.
Don't believe a word you've heard about me.

i am so tired.. this sucks.. cause i have so much to do


this is the last time.

My Best Friends:

i love them. possibly more then i love you.

i'm taking a nap, then doing some hw, then THE SHOWW!! YAYYY!! tori <3s hb,panic,tai
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I Can't Speak Clearly For My Life [Feb. 6th, 2006|04:17 pm]
I mumble.
Washed a dolls hair today..
with jac.
Went to the mall..
got a belt and some other stuff

I miss Tim
Nick left without saying bye

I can't think of anything to say

she watched her whole life pass before her eyes between the mountains in the back..

I'm seeing panic!, the academy is,hellogoodbye, and acceptence..but no one really cares about them..

dollar bills sat there on the table; she felt guilty but i could give a damn.

almost bought a million dollar sweatshirt today.. glad i didn't.

..so you know that you're never on your own

when you wake you'll be young again

please go to purevolume.com/timnoyesma
because i love timmy.
and hes amazing

Everything that i will know
starts today while the car is warming up
you say that i have debts still left to pay
to the people that i love
doesn't mean i have to stop and stay right here

web statistic

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Yea so I have these friends... [Jan. 29th, 2006|05:56 pm]
My heart ticks in beat with these kids that I grew up with.
living like life's going out of style.
And you came to watch us play...like a "Big shot talent,"
but at the end of the day you know where we come from
and where we call home.
I know you would be there either way
I'm so glad it seems like these times will never fade
I know you would be there either way
So I'll tell everyone how much this means, how much this means to me
I'm so glad it seems like these times will never fade
So I'll tell everyone...

I LOVE YOU. all of you. but the 3 i've know forever-- i would be so dead with out you.. you guys dont get the credit you deserve.

You're just incredibly cool. You know that aye? No but really, you're awesome. One of the few times I can actualy say BFF and mean it, cause yes, we'll be friends forever.

BLUEGROUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! I'm sorry guys, I can't describe you,(indescribable of corse..) but you all know how amazing you are and how much you mean to me. The best times of my life have been with you guys! I<321YOU!

You guys will always be there for me no matter what and thats what i love about you.

And to all my other wonderful friends, i'm so sorry i cant list you all, but thanks for just being yourself
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The Price That Pays.. [Jan. 28th, 2006|04:39 pm]
Oh Doctor, Doctor, I must have gotten this sick somehow.
I'm going to ask you a series of questions,
And I want them answered on the spot, right now.
Is it serious?
I'm afraid it is.
Am I gonna die?
Well son, death is gonna catch up to all one day,
But yours is coming quicker than ours, than ours.
Some things I may have taken for granted again and again,
well here's what was said then
I’ve never tried to make the best of my time,
When I thought that I had plenty of it.
Is this serious?
I don’t know what to think.
Is it all a lie?
Well one thing is for sure
I'm taken back to the glory days
When we were kids without a brash or bitter thing to say.

I love you JJ (Jazz Jr.) with all my heart, and I always will. I'm so sorry for anything i've done wrong.
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Trends. Wont. Last. [Jan. 26th, 2006|02:42 pm]
I did not write this, I can't give credit to the person who did, because i forgot where i got it from, but take the time to read it

love it or leave it or rip it apart.

--tori noise

"Ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, please direct your attention toward the center ring, the center ring. AH, you see the shaggy hair and pretty eyes that shine with life. That’s right, life, soak it up and infuse your plastic existence with neon T-shirts and poetic phrases. Not that you’ll really get it at all. Here we have the latest trend, the coolest thing. They’ll sing the songs you like and keep you warm at night, that’s right—what’s that you say? You’ve never seen the appeal of androgyny and emotion? Ignore what you thought you knew, we’re telling you, we’re telling you—this is where it’s at, we stole an entire subculture to get it here. Open your ears, open your wallets—you’ve got to have this record. Why? We can’t say, but your attention, your attention, please, the center ring! Don’t let your eyes wander, you might miss the best part (or see the strings). The freaks and geeks and clowns and poets-- listen, listen! The lyrics? Well, no, we can’t explain them, but---what’s that? The bass lines? Well, no, we can’t hear that sound---Attention! Attention! I’ve got your magazine covers right here, look at that, the future faces of pre-pubescent dreams! There, there you have it. Those jaw lines you’ll imagine, fingers slipping past waistbands, those names floating off the edges of your lips as you—well, you get the idea. This makes you cool, this makes you hip, this makes you scene…yes, yes, a wet dream for the webzine—if we knew what a ‘zine was…but, quiet, please, quiet! The emotional acrobats have arrived! A question, a question, a question or two? Inquiring minds want to know. How do you-- those fetters are lost loves and crushed hopes, you say? Well, not too sure, baby, not too sure, let’s just keep it all one-dimensional. Next vapid and shallow inquiry is-- are you straight? Are you straight, are you straight…America bleeds red, friends, lets keep those queers locked up where they belong, eh? No, wait! Stop, stop, stop! Cut the tape! He can’t fucking wear that! It’s too flamboyant! NO! This is all wrong, all wrong! Wait, hold on. He’s skinny—we’ll let him show that pale stretch of stomach, and voila—in a couple of months, we claim he has an eating disorder---oh, a male with anorexia, the cash cow comes mooing home! NO! What’s this? Dressed like Hogwarts students and licking basses?? No, no, all wrong, all wrong! You’ve got to smile, smile, smile, smile for the kids. That’s right, hold on—center ring, again, teenies, center stage. No, ignore that they’re sweating and balancing life and art and soul and crying, crying, crying—trails of eyeliner aren’t tell-tale signs of overexposure or, God forbid, humanity-- it’s just a fucking fashion statement. Let the brainwashing begin. Repeat after me. Emo.Emo.Emo.Emo. Pop your polo collars, preppies, buy your Warped Tour tickets now. Repeat after me. I’m not okay, I’m not okay, I’m not o-fucking-kay, you wear me out. Crew-cuts have got to go, let that shag grow to the floor. Repeat after me. Repeat after me. Songwriting 101, pain rhymes with gain, waste rhymes with taste, girls and boys are no more than toys-- just don’t make it real, don’t let emotion swell, ignore the real point or you’ll go to teenage hell. Repeat after me. Repeat after me….oh, fuck it, time’s up. Ladies and gentlemen, ladies and gentlemen, could I direct your attention to the left ring? Now, here, this is the NEWEST thing… "
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How To Be Scene.. [Jan. 25th, 2006|03:00 pm]
I found this extremly funny.. you may, may not.. whatever ENJOY!

How to be Scene:

First and foremost, your AIM screen name should be some rad song title and/or lyric. Remember, the more x's you have in it, the more scene you are.

Next, go buy yourself some girl's jeans. Face it, the tighter your jeans are, the more scene you will be, and the more the hardcore kids will hate you for it. Try on a pair of jeans and find that you're a perfect woman's 2? Buy a woman's 0 and suck it in.

After you buy your jeans, go straight to Hot Topic and buy every single band shirt they have. Even if you've never listened to the band, or worse, never head of them either. [Being scene, you're supposed to know every single band in the scene. Duh.] If people ask you about them, just say you like the "old stuff" and no one will ever know that you actually hate Norma Jean. Never buy anything larger than a Youth Medium. Ever.

Dont forget to pick up a white leather belt on your way out!

So, now you're dressed pretty scene, but how's your hair? Is it dyed black? Maybe with some bleach-blonde streaks? Do your bangs cover one of your eyes? If you answered no to any of these, shut up, grab a pair of scissors, and chop away. Never go and get your hair done, ALWAYS do it yourself.

Good job. Now your hair is the sex. But, your look wont get you anywhere if you dont know how to dance. And by dance, I mean beat the crap out of people. First of all, you need to make sure you claim your space in the pit. As the band starts, push everyone back and scream something obscene. Then you need to start to pace the pit just so everyone knows that you can move in your pants. Pacing the pit involves doing a half walk-half skip across the room, while looking downwards and shaking your head. But dont mess up your hair.

Then, when the time is right [trust me, you'll know when] throw your arm back and hopefully, you'll hit someone in the face.

5 scene points if his nose bleeds.

Begin two-stepping. If you dont know how to two-step, you might as well leave and go practice in your living room in front of a mirror until you get it. Add some sweet floor-punches and a couple spin-kicks into the crowd, and you're set. Notice how I didnt mention the windmill. It's because that everyone knows that everyone is able to do the windmill. Too bad.

Now for the pile up! As everyone runs up to the stage, make sure you go last so you can be that cool kid on top of the pile. If you dont know the words to the song, fake it, and hope that its just screaming.

Your job is done.

Stand in the middle of the floor, with your arms crossed and survey the scene.
Good job, scene. Good job.

So you're offically labeled an bunshole now that you've given a couple of people black eyes. That's ok, that's the point.

Now that you're back home, go straight for your computer and immediately check your myspace. Get really pissed off when you dont have any friend requests, and get even more pissed off when no one has left you a comment in the 6 hours you werent home. Figure its because you havent updated your pictures in a couple of weeks and go take some more. Take about 80, but use the 2 most flattering ones. Remember, the more skin you show, or if you're sitting on the toilet, the more comments you will get.

Go outside and have a cig break and redraw the black X's on your hands. Afterall, you ARE straightedge. Everyone KNOWS cigs dont count!

Look up at the stars, sigh, and thank god that you're not emo.
Even though you really are..

--tori noise
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